eternal scream

brutaly murderd soul
with the defeated goal
do u realise how it feels?
when I never won a battle?

embarassed by the laughter
cursed by the feeling of pleasure
shouting to hear silence
breathing to make u smile

walking in the dark for a light
fear and pain rushing out
trying to escape my mind
unknowing that the pain and fear in me is infinite.

do i cry or is it dust?
or is it jus an excuse to hide?
wont u ever know me?
or do I have to tel every single thing?

why did I fall in love with u?
is it my greatest mistake?
or is it my unsolved mistery?
sleepless and breathless

all i hear is the silence around
am I mental or am i haunted?
do i know the reason why i'm breathing?
or do i really feel pain

that made me forget everythng?